I'm Sebastian. Introverted, queer, eccentric. I often find the dark side of life more attractive than the bright, but of most interest to me is how conventional beauty can intertwine with the "ugly" and create something far more beautiful than either is alone. Hence, eros and thanatos, seemingly opposing forces that can contrast with each other in a way that fascinates me.
Be prepared for: genderbending, darkness, depressing images and subjects, socialist politics, the occasional dash of blood or death, NSFW material, and occasional meandering commentary on the things I post.
My other and more cheerful blog is impersonatingsanity.tumblr.com It hasn't been used in a while, but it at least shows that I'm not entirely morbid and insane. I don't mind conversation. I like questions, love things that make me think deeply. Feel free to feed my vanity or encourage my self-deprecation. Know I can take a while to respond, depending on my state of mind at the time. bloodyfab.tumblr.com/ask
So, college. The reason I haven’t been posting lately. Really enjoyable classes with a really heavy workload. Current work due this week: 5 pages of a term paper that will probably be 15-25 pages when finished, a colour and light sculpture that I was given 4 days to complete (never done anything like it before), an essay revision, a 200 page novel I was only assigned on Friday, miscellaneous readings, a position paper, progress on a group project on teaching themes of cultural preservation. I will be assigned much more on Tuesday and Wednesday. My spare time is spent asleep. I’m actually really having a good time while doing the work when I’m not too tired to think. I’ve had good feedback on my assignments. Also, surprisingly enough, I’ve met a lot of people I like, and I have some semblance of a social life.
Wanted to let everyone know I was still around. Just not tumbling, because… so much to do.